I have two kids not feeling well. The baby being the worst right now. I just want to fix it for them. I am doing all I can, but sometimes you just feel like it's not enough.
On top of this, I am anxious. VERY ANXIOUS and frustrated.
My loan rep got back to me. We seem to have a pre-con meeting next Wed. That excites me. What excites me more is that she is off today and got back to me. That's a first! That really did a lot for how I feel about this whole mess. I was originally told to expect a call about this last week. Now the actual meeting won't be until next week. They couldn't prelim our stuff to this week. It happens. It is what it is, and I am relieved to finally have a date and time. =) You have NO idea how crapped out I have been feeling today and this did a lot for me. Thank you C.!!! =D
I can only HOPE we will have approval before then. I was so hoping to have good news to give to my kids and family for Easter. Week's not over yet, but I'm not sure if underwriters work on Good Friday. *shrugs* So it looks like it may sometime next week before we know. With our luck, the END of next week. =/
I know we aren't the only ones waiting. I know Ryan would like the go ahead too. I think EVERYONE will feel better once the answer comes in.
Our lives feel like they are on pause right now. We are just waiting. This is so hard.....to want something more than anything.... and not be in control of it. To have to wait and trust. It's very hard.
So, my life is a bit frustrating right now. And maybe my headaches and sick kids aren't helping that frustration. I am soooo ready for something to "right" for us. You know?
Anyway, I needed to vent. Thanks for letting me. And thank you C. for getting back to me on your day off. You have renewed some of my waning faith in all of this. You have NO idea what that means to me right now.