It's been soooo hard to even imagine what life is going to be like in our new home. I don't know if it's because all we've been through or if it just seems way to good to be true. Perhaps a bit of both. Maybe I'm in denial that is really happening for us. Or maybe my energies have been spent too much on packing and trying to keep my girls lives as normal as possible before the move to really put much thought into it.
I have been thinking about this a lot lately. And wondering why I literally cannot imagine life in this house. And honestly, I think it's a few things. Yes, I think most of it falls on all the aforementioned things. But I think a little part of it is something else.
Ok, now this is going to sound completely crazy, so don't say I didn't warn you!! But....
I think another part (a smaller part, but a part none the less) is because I HAVE been to the house so much. And I have yet to see it in "live-in" condition. LOL (all a part of the process, I know) Something is always getting worked on, or fixed. The hall, even after they took the protective covering off, still need cleaned. It's hard to imagine living somewhere that isn't clean. lol
See... I told you it sound completely crazy!!! lol
I know they are working hard to finish up odds and ends. And I also know that everything WILL BE cleaned by closing. But not seeing it that way yet has had impact on me. I know. I'm weird. lol
I'm trying to stay away until Wednesday. That's our pre-settlement walk-through. I'd LOVE to be surprised!! However, I am wanting to take my MIL (an ordained minister) over the house so we can pray over it. Not sure that one is going to wait until Wednesday. It may have to be this weekend or one day next week after she gets off work. We won't move in until we've all prayed over the house.
So that's it. I'm officially stating how whacky I am on the world wide web. lol *sigh*